Been a few days since I last blogged. Been busy with packing my room. Man! I did not know tat there's like soooooooo much stuff to pack and throw away! And it's all coming from my room! Can u guys try to picture tat? And it's like only one room only!!! And the funny and ironic thing is tat, after all the packing, the freaking still looks the same to me! *Pangz!* But! There's always a but, at least the room looks neater and more fit for a human to live in!

Baby and me managed to throw away like 10-12 bags worth of junks! Wow! Tat much rubbish man! Ranging from like bills collected from 1 plus year back to pay slips, from "some stuff tat are meant to throw away last year" when it all ended to empty lighters! Ya....No more gas left in them already. Still dun know why I kept those. Lots of papers though. Notes leftover from copying them from frens and classmates, my old textbooks and notes. Tons and tons of postcards, all my posters from GV. Ya.....somethings after-all, are better off left kept in the heart rather then in items. Only kept one and one single poster. It's "The Day After Tomorrow", cause tat poster is rather a special one. And my "Spiderman 2" poster stand, which I took much pain and effort to take them apart. Those are for my walls! Just nice, 3 big posters that can cover my whole wall! Special rite!?

Now, my room really looks like there's more space to move around! A very big thanks to you baby, for taking the time to help me pack my room and listening to me whine while I'm a bit pissed of with packing the room. And thanks for throwing out a lot of crap tat I had, cause knowing me, I'll keep everything and not throw them away and in the end, the room will still end up even more messy then wat I started out with.

Even though my room is still not really done with packing yet, I've gotta admit, it's really a big difference from wat it started out to be. Hey! I spend 2 freaking days at it k!! It's more then enough for me! As for the rest of the stuff, they have gotta wait till after new year. I'm way too shagged out, both in mind and body to carry on packing. Sorry mom! That's the best I can offer you at tis moment of time! I'm sure you're quite happy as well rite? So just give and take k? :P

Yeah...We went for dinner cum supper after tat. Both of us are quite drained out already. Well, I'll not say much on wat happened, cause somethings are meant to savor in the heart. Baby met up with her 1st love for supper cause he just came back from the states, I went along and the meeting was quiet good. Well...wat can I say? Nothing much was exchanged between us during the meeting, but tonite's meeting really seals up one thing. Tat my baby is ready to move on with me. And tat wat we have between us is pure and true love. Tats all...Just simple love for each other. And ya....tats more then enough for me. Cause simple things are often the hardest things to grasp in your hand.

It's not tat i need assurance or anything like tat. And also, i have never see myself as a replacement for her 1st boyfriend or anything like that. I just love tis silly gal of mine for god knows watever reason. Funny way of loving rite? well...to me, it works in tis way...when i dun know why i love a person, i'll carry on loving her till i find out the reason. And when i find out the reason for loving her, I'll work harder towards tat reason so that i can love her more. With tis, it's a win-win thing! :P wahahahaha! clever rite? :P

All i ever wanted was a simple life with the one tat i love. With esther, we nearly hit towards tat level. But in a way, too bad we did not work out. But at least, she found someone tat really loves her back as much as sge loves him. Tats good for her. I'm truly happy for esther. With meiting, we're nowhere near tat level. Cause it was never meant to be in the first place. And also, we're trying way too hard for the wrong reason. With my baby, we dun even have to try. Somehow, the feeling just flowed into us, and we just let it flowed into each other. We did not even try anything at all. Everything just happened on its own. Tis is the simple life tat both of us are after. Yup...and we've found tat simple thing and simple life in each other. :)

:) I just love it when my baby looks at me, into my eyes. The feeling of being loved is so nice and warm. Yup...her face is the face tat i wanna spend the rest of my life with. Tat face is the first thing tat i would love to see first thing in the morning when i wake up, and the last to see when i fall asleep. It's truly magical tat we've found each other. Hee! Given tat the first time tat she sees me, her impression of me to her is not a good one at all. But baby, even though the time we are together is short, but the feeling tat we have is really something very strong, tat nothing could break. Yup yup...tats my baby and our simple life for you guys!

I feel so blissed...................

- +Mood...Over The Moon!+
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