Wednesday, February 02, 2005
Morning world! Wow! It's morning and I can't believe tat I'm actually up and not sleeping. Wat a feat! Guess my body is slowly adjusting itself back to the normal timing. Tats good. Guess it must be tat I'm not doing anything tat keeps me up late into the nite. Ya...it's time to cut down on a lot of things. Drinking, getting wasted, clubbing, partying, ya....all the so-called "sins"! Wahahah! Hhhhmmm......but wats life without all this sinful enjoyments? :P then life itself will be boring ya? Well....at least I can tell myself tat I, kiat, had once enjoyed all tis and oso, I've gone beyond the borders of all these "sins". So I guess now, it's the time (or should I say high time!) to hang up my dancing shoes, store away my drinking glass and put away my flirting eyes. :P
Since I found her, and oh yes, we did not expect each other to end up with each other in the 1st place, both me and her really did toned down a lot on our partying, drinking, clubbing and stuff like tat. Dun know why, but I just like to spent my time with her. The feeling now tat I'm having is like when I'm back to being 16, 17. Back to those secondary school days. So fairy-tale like. :P it may sounds kinda childish, but hey! I dun mind! And I dun care. I just feel really and truly happy with tis darling of mine. Yup...my silly baby... :)
I guess now tat I've found her, things on life are not tat bad after. Sure, u fall down in life once or twice, or perhaps at times, u fall down even more. But u have to get up after some time. True, in my case I fell down before, I got up thinking tat I've found something, but in the end it just turns out to be another false call, another empty shell, a shadow of someone tat i thought i can relate to, another person where i thought i can try to find the actual person in, but not. I just fell back down again. I just tat I'm not ready to climb up just yet at tat point of time. I was just deceived by myself and false feelings at tat time. I was, in a way, forced to climb up. But all tat failed me big time. Instead of climbing up, i sank in deeper, fell down harder.
Well....after looking at my blog, I was like thinking.....Hhhhmmm.....ya...sometimes angels do fall down. But it's only a matter of time before they pick themselves up. I have picked myself up already, and I'm ready to move on with life. Tis time round, I'm really sure of things. I'm a truly happy man! Hee!
Ya....it's oso time to change my blog's skin. The angel has found his pair of lost wings. He's ready to fly again. But tis time round, there will be another angel flying alongside him. The angel tat he has being searching for all this while. The angel tat has being missing from his life. And now tat he has found her, he'll tightly hold on to her, as she will to him and both of them will soar the skies freely with each other once again.
To the ever-blue skies tat we soar to seek together, where no dark clouds can ever reach us, where the only thing I can feel is the warmth of your embrace everywhere I turn...Baby, I found u...And I have to look no further anymore.
- +Changing Skins+
Scribbled by Amateur Shutterbug @ 4:28 PM
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