had my ear poked again today. think it's the 8th hold tat i have on my ears. wat's with all the studs and pain you might ask? i dun know....i just enjoy the pain i guess. today's stud is located in quite an interesting place. the inner part of the ear. man! dun know how i'm gonna sleep later. :P and oso dun know how am i gonna listen to my ipod.

wats with the pain again? hmmm.....quite hard to say. some ppl say tat one turn to another pain in order to forget bout the old pain. i tend to agree. i thought i could put a stop to her when i put a stud thru the webbing of my finger. but tat came off. and we got back together. and now, yet again i put a stud thru my ear in order to remind me of the pain tat i went thru. funnn though, now i dun feel the pain of my ear, instead, the pain in my heart is still there. refusing to go away. how long more? how long more i wonder.

with tis stud in me, i have to keep reminding myself tat everything is all over. there is nothing more left to do. she's happy i know. i'm in pain, i dun care. nothing matters to me anymore.

enjoy the pics ppl...

good nite cruel world.

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Scribbled by Amateur Shutterbug @ 12:07 AM