解脫　

愛是不夜城 回憶像星辰
熱淚越沸騰 我越感覺有點冷
變了心的人 越想越傷人
枯坐到清晨 陽光替房間開了燈

想 若結局一樣又何苦再想
傷 若讓人成長 我為什麼怕分手的傷

解脫 是肯承認這是個錯 我不應該還不放手
你有自由走 我有自由好好過
解脫 是懂擦乾淚看以後 找個新方向往前走
這世界遼闊 我總會實現一個夢

想 若結局一樣又何苦再想
傷 若讓人成長 我為什麼怕分手的傷

解脫 是肯承認這是個錯 我不應該還不放手
你有自由走 我有自由好好過

心裡有一種渴望勇敢的念頭
不要愛我的人再擔心我

解脫 是肯承認這是個錯 我不應該還不放手
你有自由走 我有自由好好過
解脫 是懂擦乾淚看以後 找個新方向往前走
這世界遼闊 我總會實現一個夢




SHE'S GONE

Every where I go
Everywhere I turn
I can see your face each time I burn
everything it rains
Each time it snows
I can hear your voice everywhere I go

And time,
It heals every pain
So that's what they say
And I ??.Would give anything
To make you come back to stay

She's gone
I didn't know it was so long
If I can't feel her in my arms
The days will be long and it will go on and on
She's gone
I didn't know it was so long
If I can't feel her in my arms
I'll sit here alone
The pain will go on and on
Oh no...........mmmmmmm

With every breath I take, And every step I make
I would see you here in this world I make
And thru the pouring rain And the blinding snow
I can hear your voice everywhere I go

And time,
It heals every pain
So that's what they say
And I ??.Would give anything
To make you come back to stay

She's gone
I didn't know it was so long
If I can't feel her in my arms
The days will be long and it will go on and on
She's gone
I didn't know it was so long
If I can't feel her in my arms
I'll sit here alone
The pain will go on and on

I know that I need her
In every thing I do
Goodbye ?Is not the word I need to hear

She's gone
I didn't know it was so long
If I can't feel her in my arms
The days will be long and it will go on and on
She's gone
I didn't know it was so long
If I can't feel her in my arms
I'll sit here alone
The pain will go on and on


one song, two different singers, with two different version, with two different ppl covering it, with 2 different ppl of different gender singing it, with two different meaning to the songs. wat a very funny thing to happen. One song. Two ppl of different sexes singing it. With two totally different version.

one's bout letting go and becoming stronger. The other is bout holding back and hoping tat the person will come back. 1 song. 2 meanings. And both are like totally opposing each other.

well...Both these 2 songs can really reflect on how I feel rite now. Should I let go and be stronger? Or should I wait and hope tat she'll come back someday? I really dun know. There are so much I dun know now. so much so much. I have a very weird feeling now. The feeling is like there's a lot I wanna know but yet it seems like I'll never know feeling. It's making me feel so scared. wat should I do? Which of the song should I choose? Which path would be better for me? I'm really confused rite now. so very confused...

it's my fault. It's all my bloody fault. My fault for making her angry all the time. My fault for fighting with her all the time. My fault for not giving in to her all the times. My fault for not being caring enough to her all the time. My fault for not being understanding enough towards her all the time. My fault for not understanding her needs all the time. My fault for not making her happy all the time. My fault for not fetching her home from work all the time. My fault for going clubbing all the time. My fault for ignoring her all the time. My fault for making her wait for me all the time. My fault for making her cry all the time. My fault for making her getting worried all the time. My fault for making her getting pissed off at me all the time. My fault for leaving her alone all the time. My fault for slamming down the phone on her all the time. My fault for arguing with her all the time. My fault for not making her happy all the time. And a whole lot more my faults. Cause I really do believe tat it's all my fault.

over tis past year...I dun think I've made her feel safe round me. Perhaps I'm really not up to standards as a bf. I dun make a very good bf I guess...The more I try to make up for things, the more hurt she will be. I wanna make up for so many things. I really wan to. But how come everytime when I make up for a certain thing, something always goes wrong? wat's wrong with me? I really wanna know. tis is someone I can really love and I do know tat I love. But she is gone already. I'm really lost now. I'm in a daze...Hoping tat tis is some kinda sick nitemare. But after so many knocks on the heads and the pain infliction, I really realized tat it's not a dream at all. It's real. real as life. real as me and you. It's not a dream...

it's all my fault. If I did not stray away in the first place, nothing would have happen. Because of my mistake, I have to pay a very heavy price. I have lost the love of the one tat I know I love. For once in my life, for once...When I know tat I really and truly love someone, I have to screw it up myself. wat irony. If I can undo everything now. If only...

I'm picking the second song..."She's gone" the song of hope. The song of holding back for her. The song tat makes me wanna wait for her. I'm gonna wait. Cause I still love ting. Nothing has changed in my feelings for her. The only thing tat has changed is tat I'm falling more and more in love with her only. I dun hate her....I really dun...Cause somehow...When I think of my love for her, any bad feelings would just disappear. I will wait. I'm waiting. Why? No why? Only one word...Love.....

- +解脫/She's Gone+
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