Saturday, November 13, 2004

I'm sorry for making u think tat I'm uncaring towards you.
I'm sorry for making mistakes tat hurt your heart.
I'm sorry tat I'm not there for you whenever you need me.
I'm sorry for making you cry always.
I'm sorry for making you feel unsafe all the time.
I'm sorry for making you feeling wat you're feeling now cause of me.
I'm sorry for everything I've done tat hurt you.


I do care. I really do. Though it may appear tat I dun care bout you or tat I dun have the time for you. Baby....I always have the time for you. Just tell me and I'll be there. I know it's a hard time for you rite now. I know tat. And I'm willing to go all the way out for you. It's not tat I'm doing too much for you or whatever. It's oso not something like it's wat I should do. I dun know why I do it. I just do it. it just comes out from both my heart, mind and soul. I can't stop it as well. I dun wan to ask you to stop thinking bout wat had happened. It's hard.....So very very hard I know. Take your time k baby? I'll always be around. Always two steps behind you always. And tats a lifetime promise to you tat u know I'll keep. No matter wat happens to us. Till old age and through tis life. I'll always be behind you. And rite now, the only thing tat I wan from you is to have you get well fast, so tat u'll not suffer anymore from illness, and we can go out and make enjoy each other with happy times. And oso I dun wanna see you sick anymore. I feel so helpless when ever I can't do a thing to ease your pain. I hope to be more then a bf. I wish to be the one tat can take care of you whenever you're down. To be always there for you when u need me. If time is wat it's gonna take for you to believe in me again, then I'm willing to brave time along with you. No matter wat happens k? I'll always be there for you. 24/7, always a whisper away from you when you need me...never too far, always near you baby...cause i love you. i love you before, now, and tomolo, and many tomolos onwards. i hope u can trust and believe me in tis...

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

Chorus
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

- +How Should I?+
Scribbled by Amateur Shutterbug @ 4:54 AM


Officially :: In Love

Name : Kiat Ng.
Age : 26.
Hatch-day : 04/11/1978.
Gender : male.
Currently reading : The Da Vinci Code.
Currently watching : Friends season 1-10.
Current Obsses : with my silly baby, snakeys, getting a job!
Wishlist : to tour europe with my baby, something handheld(which i got from my baby as a V-DAY gift! thanks baby! Muacks! lLove ya!!)
In my Ipod/Zen : tons of songs. but currently listening to "Love of a lifetime"
Ur favorite animal : snakes
PoKe me to mail me!


broken memories
September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 June 2005

fall to pieces

angels. save me from the nothing i've become
LiN
LiZa
MaNdA_PaNdA
AnI
JuN_WeI(DiDi)
MuRnE
hElZiE

escape. from this unreal world of hate
links
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  people have watched me fallen from wat i used to be... <bgsound src="http://sg.geocities.com/reccekoms3/loveofalifetime.mp3"loop=true>

ShoutS

Favourites

Anime : Naruto
Manga : Years back...
Current Songs : over and over again
Artist : Beyond
Anime Character : ...
Movie Character : ...r

Quote : "I'm happy that you're happy that you want me to do whatever that makes me happy"

"m0re tHaN w0rDs~" - lyrics from westlife

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