wow! i'm still having tat weird and strange dream everynite. it's being like wat? 5-6 days? 6-78 days? man....i've lost count of the days already. and it's starting to freak me out slowly. i mean...i dun dream much...normally i'm be tired and when eyes closed, i'll sleep like a log. nothing more can disturb. and also, how can it be tat a person has the same dream everynite? and wat's weird is tat in those dreams, details are slowly like being disclosed to me slowly. one detail by one detail at a nite. it's like catching a drama series. "tune in every morning at 4 plus am for....kiat's dream!" tat kinda thing. WEIRD. anyway...so far tis is wat happened in the dream as of now.

the dream is set in an old war time period. i'm like carrying tis important stuff or something worth big money or some food and cash i think. then out of nowhere tis gal came up to me and stab me in the back (it's either stab me inthe back or just attacked me). i was wounded and laying on the floor already. the gal came over and picked up watever tat i've drop. looked at me and said sorry. (ya...she can actually say sorry to me). and the funny part now is tat i told her stuff like "never mind. it's ok. u need tis stuff more then i need it." "dun feel bad bout killing me. maybe tis is the way i was meant to go." "i dun blame you or anything, it's all fate." well...the gal was like crying very badly and i still have the strength to crawl over to wipe away her tears and make try to make her smile. wow?! where did i get the strength from man? anyways...she's really crying tat badly now. i just told her something like"no worries...it's better tat i go then you rite? i'm wounded and may be dying any moment. you're still alive and well...you better run before the enemy catches you." "you're strong, i know tat. pls live on. dun look back on wat has happened k? everything happens for a reason. i know you're strong. i know u can do it. and get out of tis place.(*note! i got kinda freak out when i remember saying to the gal tat i know she's strong*) and last nite....the gal finally stop crying and started toking. she was saying something like "i'm really sorry for wat i've done and given a choice i'll not have done anything to you. i'm really really sorry...(stuff like tat). i dun know wat to do now. i'll repay you back in another lifetime. i promise. i really promise. then i think it's my turn to speak. i think i told her something like "never mind...u dun have to do anything for me. i just wan you to live on happily. cause you are worth it. fate has it tat i'll meet you tis way and so let it be then. then at tat poitn of time, some enemies came and wanted to kill the both of us. i manage to like fling myself at her, protecting her from the guns tat they have. it's like i'm on top of her and all they did was to shoot at me. so i manage to receive like a lot of shots while she's hiding under me. finally when they're happy with wat they've done, they left us alone and walked off. the gal was like turning me over and crying and all the kinda stuff..screaming at me why do i protect her? why do i still look after her? why do i still care if she lives or not. after all, she robbed me first. to which i told her tat i dun know. i just wanted to protect her only. dun know why dun know how. only wanted to make sure tat she is ok. by tis time, the dream is coming to an end. i told her something like "look...u dun have to worry. i'll always look after you. if u say u want to repay me in another lifetime, i'll tell you there is no need to. instead, i'll rather look after you in the lifetime u want to repay me. i'll always be behind u. always 2 steps behind.

OK!!! AT TAT POINT OF TIME I JUMP OUT OF BED! cause tat dream is really freaked me out! i went to offer joss sticks and chain smoked for a while. why? cause of these few things...

1) i dun remember dreams TAT clearly before.
2) there is like no way dreams connect themselves nite after nite.
3) i only told 1 person before tat she will only have to turn back her head and i'll be 2 steps behind looking after her.

wat happened today really freaks me out totally. hope i will not have to dream bout it again. and the interesting thing is tat the gal's face is unclear throughout the whole time. 1 word....WEIRD...

- +Weird Dream+
Scribbled by Amateur Shutterbug @ 4:02 PM