you tell me tat you were never the only one. yes and no. yes...i do strayed away. i did have another. the part where we kissed yes i did describe here. it was at tat point of time when i thought i felt something. it was at tat point of time. not now k. no. you were the only one. no matter where i've gone, i still come back to you. u said 4 times? are you sure it's 4 times or 1 time? somehow i still listen to you, believe u, trust u, i still love you. but do u know tat? nope. u think otherwise rite? u think tat since i can go for another gal then i dun love you at all. you're wrong...so wrong. i've always love you. even up to today. even up to now. it's not tat i wanna compare. but did i say anything when jon cheated you tat nite? no. i believe you wholehearthedly. without a doubt. i know tat you were cheated out of your feelings. i dun wan you to go through the hurt u went through again.

you said you wanna cry. tat you're crying tears of blood. but do you know tat my heart is bleeding for you as well? did you know tat? the thought of losing you to a stupid mistake is just not worth it. it's really not worth it. i wish tat things can be undone now. tat i can turn back time to set things rite again. given a chance, i'll give us a try again. but it's too late. everything's too late. u said you're crying every nite. did u know tat i did not sleep oso every nite? tat wat happen for the past few weeks was playing in my mind every nite? i've been living in regret these past few weeks.

wat now? i asked myself. wats there to be done now? wats there to carry on? i have no idea. i really have no idea on wat to do now. can you tell me wat can be done? wat can be done to save us? to save wat we have now? i dun know anymore. except for loving you, i dun know anything now. it's hurting so much. i dun wanna see you getting hurt. please stop doing any hurt to yourself. i never asked you for anything before. tis will be the only time tat i ask you tis. please stop hurting yourself. it's not worth. i'm not worth it. are we meant to be together? it's being a hard road for us tis past one year. are we really not meant to be together? is it really meant to be tis way? tat we have to end things like tis? who can i look to for the ans? can u tell me wat i should? wat we should do? is there any us to even begin now? i dun know. there's very little hope in tat. who can i turn to? can someone show me the light? can someone show me the way out? i can't see the light anymore. it's so dark in here. so very dark.....

+Who Can Lead Me Out Of The Dark Tunnel? I've Been Wandering For So Long Tat I Can't Find My Way Anymore+

- +Never Ever Again+
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