*YAWN* just wake up not long ago. man...had tat same weird dream again...dun know why these few days kept having tat same "old war dream where i got killed and robbed." weird man! especially at the chalet. kept dreaming bout it. where i got killed and robbed by tis gal in old war times. and i kept saying to her it's ok. u can having my stuff but why do u have to kill me? and stuff like "i know u need tis more then me so take it", "dun worry, i dun blame you for killing me, maybe tis was meant to happen." goodness!! wat a strange dream man!

back from the chalet tis afternoon. did not do much. luck has it tat our frenship overthere is quite srtong. if not we'll really be SUPER BORED over there. why? good question.

1) the chalet is at a super super out-of-reach place on top of a small "hill".
2) only the guys went. (1st nite only 3 guys.)
3) really nothing to do over there.

i'm not complaining. it's suppose to be sorta of bonding session between the guys and ani. but hey gal...we understand. the fasting month is upon you. but really wish you were here with us all the while. did not even catch you when u came down on sat for a while, cause we were at wild wild wet. man! 3 guys on the 1st nite! in a big chalet somemore! kinda freaky! we stayed in the same room the whole nite. cause the whole chalet feels kinda freaky. hey! it's at changi....wat else to expect? it's a las min thingy. so nothing much we can do bout it. the walk there from changi village was enough to kill us! wahahaha! we did not expect it to be tat long man! and yes....our dong ge. a big THANKS to you man! our part-time housekeeper over at the chalet during the 3 days. everything went on smooth and well while you are around.

nothing much to tok bout the chalet anyways. did the usual stuff. bond, tok cock, crap, majong, bbq, wat else is there to do? relax there i would say...everyone's being having a hard time over our papers. and some of the guys are going into the army. so not much time left to bond. well...we'll just have to make the most out of it i guess.

at least i have the chalet and a brunch of crappy frens to pass the last weekend away with....man! i dun know wat i'll do or wat i'll think if i'm left alone to for the weekend. with parents out of the country and bro away, i'm like all alone. not tat i mind facing my four walls, but sometimes thoughts just come out flowing just like tat. *snap of a finger* yup. just like tat. and sometimes i really hated those thoughts. i waish they'll just go away....but the more i try to forget, the more i rememeber. the harder i try, the more it gets back at me.

you're one tat my eyes wanna see.
you're one tat my heart yearns to meet.
you're one tat i wanna keep.
you're always the one for me.

wat a life i'm having now! bored, jobless, alone, pissed, angry, and a mixture of everything. not tat i mind. my aim is to just enjoy myself for a while, then find a job, get myself stuck in the working life phase, and just sit and wait to die. wow....so tis is wat life's bout. lame.

yeah! i'll tell you guys bout my part-time job. man! it's interesting! u guys will really envy mi! for $7/hour....in an ID(interior design) company, tis is wat i do.

1) cut paper. (really! i meant just cut paper to fit to some kinda size.)
2) zap stuff. ranging from papers to materials on the copying machine.
3) paste papers and materials on mounting board.
4) sent stuff to hotels. (in cabs mind you!)
5) waiting for time to pass.

ya...i guess tats bout it. tats the good side. but the downside is they'll only call me up if they're rushing projects. so i can work for a week straight, 10 or more hours per day, to not working at all. tats a bit crappy. but hey....it's good money!

man....my stupid mind keeps flashing back to the dreams i keep having these few days. head hurts rite now....(could it be the dream?) gonna take watever pills i can find to ease the pain....gotta lie down dr a while...later guys...

- +Chalet After-Thoughts+
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