Tuesday, June 14, 2005
hey peps, guys and gals, tis site is getting way too gloomy. i've decided to shift house and move to a new place. the address is below. thanks once again guys!
http://absolut-bullshit.blogspot.com/
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Friday, April 01, 2005
here again, at the airport. going to bangkok once again. till i come back folks! tata!!! :P
- +Bangkok, Here i come!+
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Thursday, March 31, 2005
It's been raining these past few days. Burrrrrr!!!!!!! NICE!! It's a nice break away from the usual hot and sunny weather in Singapore. YUP! Time to have a nice hot cup of hot chocolate. Time to be covered up in blankets, time to snuggle up together with your loved ones in bed, hugging each other while braving the cold, whispering sweet nothings into each others' ears, smiling at each others' stupid jokes, funny faces. Yup....tat's wat rainy days are all about. :)
Another point though, rainy days set your mind into thinking mode. Or at least tat's wat mine does. Kinda clears your mind up, flushes out all the thoughts, filter them and made my mind and me see them in another different way. Or rather, a cycle of change for the creative juices. Watching the rain also calms a person down. Though the thunder and lighting can be disturbing, but studies have shown and proven tat, by watching rain fall and listening to the sound of raindrops, a person's mind and mood can become calm and relaxed after some time. Rain actually helps to ease tension in everyday stress. WOW! Wat won't some people give for overdoses of rainy days! :P
I like rain. It's kinda nice. Cold, calm, soothing, wet, sound of the rain falling to the ground is a sort of music, the smell of it, unique. Rain is nice. Rain is fun.
I love rain. But, minus the part where i have to get my feet wet. :P
- +Rain, rain, rain...+
Scribbled by Amateur Shutterbug @ 4:09 PM
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
Good way to begin a new month
by just simply thinking and missing,
from today you are gonna be my priority
after realizing how much you make me happy
//
sitting down on a bench outside library,
i stare into the space and find myself thinking about you.
i am not thinking anything specifically.
just about you in a general sense - your likes, your dislikes,
what you might think about.
that kind of thing.
it's becoming something of a habit for me.
i think about you when i wake up.
i think about you before i go to sleep
and i think about you in all the time between.
it has occurred to me that it isnt the best idea in the world to be thinking about someone who is beyond your reach.
then i reason that the heart wants what the heart wants.
in the end, i decide that the best way to stop thinking about you is to distract myself by.... ....
a lust? a crush? a love?
let's just skip all those and just say i have fallen for you so please take my hand,
pick me up and hold me close in your arms and say those magic words to me.
- "Rearranged" Wednesday
Scribbled by Amateur Shutterbug @ 3:06 PM
Single. Pick up line. First date. Fling. One night stand. Rendezvous. Marriage. Matrimony. Affair. Male. Female. Fantasy. Tickle. Tease. Foreplay. Frolick. Turn on. Hair. Smell. Lips. Bums. Buttocks. Feet. Sex. Corpulate. Consummate. Make love. Daily. Once a week. Once a month. Kissing. Touch. Bed. Tantra. Massage. Pleasure. Sensational. Stroke. Orgasm. Semen. Catch. Contract. Disease. Itch. Rot. Birth. Conception. Abort. Hurt. Quarrel. Hit. Fight. Divorce. Love. Hate. Gay. Straight. Whatever it is. Do it safe. aphrnmdisiac.
- +From Off A Condom Vending Machine+
Scribbled by Amateur Shutterbug @ 2:29 PM
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
Once you have found something that you're looking for, hold on to it and never let go. Cause it might be just the last thing you ever find. I know. Cause I've found mine. :)
- +Seeking, looking, found+
Scribbled by Amateur Shutterbug @ 3:26 PM
Friday, March 04, 2005
A great philosopher once asked, "what is love, anyway?" His name was Howard Jones, and a wise man was he.
I've been in a few relationships. I've felt the full range of emotions from joy, exhilaration and ecstasy to rage, frustration and incredible sadness. I've kissed and made up, and I've worked the cruel dumpster. I've bent over backwards, and I've demanded unfair mileage. I've pleased. I've exasperated. I've loved. And I still don't know jack about it.
Over the last year, a few of my darling friends have endured the breakdown of their long-running relationships. They have, at turns, cried on my shoulder (and into their cocktails), spewed venomous anger from every pore, sought cathartic release in their blogs, and have, in general, nudged my monthly phone above the $200 line. One of them thinks love is forever, another believes love is manipulative, and the other can't see the point in it anymore - at least for now. No one has a clue.
But while we haven't found any solid answers at any of our archaeological digs at love, we have learn lessons with experience and unfortunately, age. Here's what I've found:
- There's no guarantee in "forever". People change, situations change and most importantly, context changes.
- Love will keep us alive, Love will keep us together, Love is all we need - it's all total bullshit. Relationships take time, effort, and sometimes, medication. Love is just the starting point - wait till you roll the dice.
- Sometimes we love the relationship more than we love each other.
- It's a dangerous thing to be lonely. (Yup. It'll just turn you into a freak and yah...LONELY person in both heart and mind.)
- It's not enough to love somebody - you have to like them too.
- We love because we can, because we want to, because we do. Sometimes it enriches us, sometimes it damages us. Sometimes it's da bomb, sometimes it's a bitch. Point is, love is like life - it happens, so buckle up and strap your kneepads on. Trying to define it only distracts you from the view.
As for me, I just have been wasting my time for the past year, taking pity on others, and thinking that "pity love" can be actual love. Man! Was I ever more wrong! Last year was one of the hardest year to past, both in heart and mind. It's was like a torture both mentally and physically. After that, I learned my lesson. Love can never be used for pity.
Using your heart to love someone is the most basic but yet the hardest thing to do. But I'm proud to say that this time round, I've done it. And we're happy for each other that we can still use our heart to love each other in this complicated times.
Another great philosopher said it best: "Love is love, there's nothing you can do." - Boy George
- +Love? Love...+
Scribbled by Amateur Shutterbug @ 1:34 PM
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
the first time i spoke to you
you smiled
the first time i spoke to you
with my words
if people like me just spoke to you, you would think we're annoying
i have such anixiety, but i have courage to speak out
i'm not able to speak too well, so i tell you something awkward
you listened to me without ignoring me
that made me really happy
but you don't think anything of me
that's sad
but...
the first time i spoke to you
you smiled
the first time i spoke to you
with my words
the first time i spoke to you
you smiled
the first time i spoke to you
with my words
the first time i spoke to you
- +The First Time+
Scribbled by Amateur Shutterbug @ 1:50 PM
